My Bestfriend

You are my yin and yang-
a beautiful apparition of my coming end
A contrast but a similarity of who I am.

You made me look imperfect so I can look upon you
as if you are my god.
You are my angel who showed me heaven but threw me
down to hell.

Thinking of you gives me refuge but imprisons me with loneliness
of not having you anymore.

You are my greatest failure.
My addiction.

The epitome of my antimatter.

You are my one true forbidden love.

MY BESTFRIEND.

my curse.